wow...updating...but not...
Hey everyone....I haven't been up to much except work and I went to Dani's party on Saturday...that was pretty fun...I was the loud one with all of the stories...today wasn't bad...I had the day off...I got to sleep at like 4:30 because I was watching a movie...Freddy vs. Jason...aaahhh...the memories...times that seemed much better than now...but I still wonder...I saw two other movies today also...the first was called Rundown I think...and the other was 50 First Dates...they were both kinda funny and dramatic at the same time...I made tamale pie for dinner...it was yummy...I seem to lately be feeling so confused about everything...it is frustrating...most of my frustrations and curiousities are about love...I don't know how to tell if someone loves me...sure they can say it...but that means very little nowadays...how can you tell for sure?!?...I think that I may never know what to think about that one...when it comes to love and relationships I have SO many options right now...it makes matters worse...more complicated...it would be so easy to be limited to like 2 choices on everything...that way you have a 50% chance of getting it right!!!...much better odds and as a poker player I know that it's nice to have the odds in your favor!...I'm sure that you all have no idea what I'm talking about...so I'll stop my babbling about it all...talk to ya later...love ya lots...g_i_d