Apr 14, 2006 12:17
so life has been busy.
graduation is may 26th...my last day is may 18th for seniors.
i'll be back in biloxi a week from today for a couple of days.
that'll be fun...but it seems like so much has changed that i'm not sure if i can handle it.
not only the place but the people.
i'm so lost right now...i love brady to death...but we have to move back down to biloxi at the end of may...and then college...i know that what we have can last but i'm just so scared something is going to happen like it always does. we've been together almost 7 months now.
it's hard not having many friends anymore...there are only a few people i feel that i can actually call and talk to anymore and it won't feel all weird.
the weather has been nice here....the flowers are in bloom.
but i feel like a butterfly caught in the cacoon...
i can't wait to break free...
and finally be me.