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im in a wierd mood right now... ive been kinda subdued all day.. but.. i dunno.. right now, i have suddenly lost all desire, or ambition that i ever had to get an education.. i dont feel like going to school let alone try to do well in school, i dont feel like going to university, i dont feel like trying to do well to get into med school... i feel like ... well i dont know what i feel like doing, but right now, i definitely DONT feel like doing anything that has to do with school.. its only a temporary feeling, i know.. i know that i want education to be in my future..i just feel wierd right now.. and im being completely un-productive, cant work.. and im not talking to anyone on msn.. and im not doing anything.. so i though "hey ill update just to get things outa my system, thats waht ill do!"... yeah so.. in 48 hours we will be back to weekend.. oo soo close but so far away. this week has actually been going pretty fast.. thank god.. i feel like there's more to life that im missing right now... as usual i feel like im searching for something, waiting for something, missing something.. but i dont even know what it is.. im excited for someting i cant really.. define.. i hope i feel like ive "found" something, someday... whatever im waiting for. meanwhile.. bread or bagels with raisins and a cinnamon touch are.. simply.. wonderful. love em. i should go do bio. grimace. grimace a lot.