in this sweltering august heat

[green_eyes_20]

so one would think since we do not live somewhere exotic like down south, that the north is exempt from all shitty weather. well, i beg to differ. today, it is supposed to reach 113 degrees and i don't even have air conditioning or a pool. all i have is my fan, my new book The Hellbound Heart, and a tiny hope that my friend will call me when she gets out of work so maybe we can go swimming. but regardless of that, my day got off to a bad start right from the beginning. i get a phone call at 9:30am from my bf saying he got sent home from work cuz his eye is all red and it hurts. well, to whomever decides who is going to get sick, thank you for dropping this on my bf when he has no insurance. now he must pay out of the ass to see if he is actually sick. the part about it that stinks the most (besides that i love my baby and he doesn't feel good) is that he was supposed to come swimming at some random place after with us after he got out of work. and he is supposed to be going with his painting crew to NY tomorrow cuz the boss loves the Yankees and got them all tickets. of course that doesn't beat the Red Sox tickets i bought him as a belated birthday present. he loves the Red Sox.

i guess i should probably eat something for breakfast now. i completely lost my train of thought cuz my mom started talking to me. well, till another time. jessica! we need to see each other!