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Aug 06, 2005 19:55

my bf, scott, has some of his friends over...erik, darcy, joe, and gould. it was fine at first until the gould kid started talking to me and it happened again. he used to be such an ass to me; telling me that i had my bf whipped and he would never use my name. he would call me scott's girlfriend or that girl. well, he is here now and he told me that he sticks by what he said...that i have my bf whipped. funnie thing is, i hardly get to hang out with my bf anymore. he has seen him much more in the past week than i have. then, he didn't lock the door to the bathroom and i went in to find my fingernail clippers. he just looked at me and i said, "like i knew you were in the bathroom." when he came back out, he told my bf that i was hitting on him. also, i burped and he said it was hot and he was going to hit on me. he wasn't being serious...he was just trying to be an ass. well, it worked. i just wanna punch him.

that fuckin' asshole!

i kinda wish his darcy-girl friend wasn't here. i don't really know her, but she doesn't make an effort to talk to me. i guess on the same hand, i don't make an effort to talk to her either. sometimes i think they are doing stuff together, but she supposedly has a gf. yes, a gf...so one would think they wouldn't go after each other. who knows, right?

last nite, me and a bunch of scott's (good) friends went out to eat. they were making jokes saying my new nickname is New Scott because they never get to see Scott anymore. then, Jay said something and they all started laughing profusely, but i didn't hear him so i had no idea what he said. later, i found out that he made a joke about me not being around Scott much anymore. he said something to the tune of me being Scott-free. he laughed so hard, he was purple in the face. i just kinda sat there. i didn't know what to think. i love Scott to death, but everyone, even his own friends, can tell that we are drifting apart, i honestly think that i have built a better friendship with his friends than the one he has managed to keep. i am always the one that hangs out with them now and they never get to see him.

things are going quite awry (right word?) and i just don't know what to do about them anymore. ::sigh::
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