Stuck
So I'm stuck. I know where I'm going and what I want, but I can't help this HUGE feeling of failure somehow.
I broke off things with Autumn because they wern't going to go anywhere but farther into the hole. Financially and romantically alike. Besides her making me broke and friendless, what else was there?
I'm home again with my parents... And while I know this is the most responsible thing Ive done in the last 5 years, I still feel like a complete fuck up. I moved back to get my debt paid off and start over.... I moved home to find myself and release all my problems....
I dont know what else to say. there will be more... I'm just waiting for this feeling to hit surface. I can feel it mulling up inside my guts, ready to pop any moment. But until it does, I can't describe anything.
I broke off things with Autumn because they wern't going to go anywhere but farther into the hole. Financially and romantically alike. Besides her making me broke and friendless, what else was there?
I'm home again with my parents... And while I know this is the most responsible thing Ive done in the last 5 years, I still feel like a complete fuck up. I moved back to get my debt paid off and start over.... I moved home to find myself and release all my problems....
I dont know what else to say. there will be more... I'm just waiting for this feeling to hit surface. I can feel it mulling up inside my guts, ready to pop any moment. But until it does, I can't describe anything.