An Affair
So I think I might have an affair with my boss. She's this 40yo woman thats just amazing! A bit like a washed-up piece of Hollywood movie-star, Annika (ah-ni-kah) just pushes the weirdest buttons... During my interview she stared forever, vexed on my eyes, watching me move. She repeatedly complimented me and the way I looked, acted, smiled. We had a meeting in the office a few days later, and while she spoke to me, she had her hand on my knee and kept winking and making poor jokes with very sexual inuendos. Our meeting concluded with a kiss on my cheek and a squeeze of my arms... As if to say she wanted to do more. She calls the store to talk to me on a daily basis, jokes and laughs at my jokes... Says we should go out to coffee sometime.
To describe her, I'd have to say she's one of those women who can't do anything for herself. She gets her hair styled 4 times a week at the salon, wears expensive clothing, spiked heels, and a seducing shade of red on her botoxed lips. Her low-cut shirts reveal her magnificent breasts, hidden inside satin and lace bras... I feel as if she wears it just for me, always dropping things and picking them up at just the right angle...
I know that it's completely wrong... Number one, I'm engaged to Autumn. And number two, SHES THE OWNER OF MY STORE. But part of me just wants to be with her... Please her... Let her spend her money on me like she jokingly suggests once a day. She always tells me how lonely she is, and how long it's been since she's been laid. I guess she divorced her husband 20 years ago and has just made do with dating here and there. Is it wrong for me to be interested in a steamy affair with a severely attractive older woman? Who possibly would be buying my affection, promoting me within the store, raising my pay, and showering me with gifts? It's wrong, and weird, and to some I'm sure "sick". But Ive been dreaming of this steamy possibility for a week now...
Jesus. I dont know what to think or do about the whole thing. I guess we'll see how long it goes. Maybe she's testing me to see if I'd complain about sexual harrassment?
To describe her, I'd have to say she's one of those women who can't do anything for herself. She gets her hair styled 4 times a week at the salon, wears expensive clothing, spiked heels, and a seducing shade of red on her botoxed lips. Her low-cut shirts reveal her magnificent breasts, hidden inside satin and lace bras... I feel as if she wears it just for me, always dropping things and picking them up at just the right angle...
I know that it's completely wrong... Number one, I'm engaged to Autumn. And number two, SHES THE OWNER OF MY STORE. But part of me just wants to be with her... Please her... Let her spend her money on me like she jokingly suggests once a day. She always tells me how lonely she is, and how long it's been since she's been laid. I guess she divorced her husband 20 years ago and has just made do with dating here and there. Is it wrong for me to be interested in a steamy affair with a severely attractive older woman? Who possibly would be buying my affection, promoting me within the store, raising my pay, and showering me with gifts? It's wrong, and weird, and to some I'm sure "sick". But Ive been dreaming of this steamy possibility for a week now...
Jesus. I dont know what to think or do about the whole thing. I guess we'll see how long it goes. Maybe she's testing me to see if I'd complain about sexual harrassment?