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Omg.
Thanks to everyone who wrote things to make me feel better as i specifically stated.
No thanks to the people that kept writing the same thing like i'm really gonna listen to some anonymous assholes anyway. Pfft.
Well things seem to be getting a little better day by day. Eric started talking to me again and im so glad we're back to being friends again. I know i messed up with things with him but now its over and we can go back to how we were.
Things with brittney just continue going downhill. I really miss being close to her like we have been since 7th grade but shes really becoming a lost cause in my eyes. We all try talking to her and confronting her about things but she just wont see it the right way. And now when i really want the old brittney back the most cuz i need our girl to girl talks we used to have, she goes and sides with Jamal on things and leaves me to watch my best friend slowly fade and grow distant day by day. i really do miss her. I hope she gets back to her senses soon so i can trust her again.
All this talk about Dan fucking things up is completely untrue. He didnt do anything to get in the way of whatever i wanted to do. Hes not messing with my head and i think i'd know better then you guys, since im the only one who really knows what he says to me anyways. So leave him alone. Hes been through enough anyway.
And you guys arent doing jamal any favors by saying all that stuff cuz it only makes me feel worse about things and what i've done and gives me more reason for not wanting to get back together with him, since im not good enough, whether he thinks so or not.
Thanks to everyone who did make me feel better and did support me about stuff. I love you guys <333
Thanks to everyone who wrote things to make me feel better as i specifically stated.
No thanks to the people that kept writing the same thing like i'm really gonna listen to some anonymous assholes anyway. Pfft.
Well things seem to be getting a little better day by day. Eric started talking to me again and im so glad we're back to being friends again. I know i messed up with things with him but now its over and we can go back to how we were.
Things with brittney just continue going downhill. I really miss being close to her like we have been since 7th grade but shes really becoming a lost cause in my eyes. We all try talking to her and confronting her about things but she just wont see it the right way. And now when i really want the old brittney back the most cuz i need our girl to girl talks we used to have, she goes and sides with Jamal on things and leaves me to watch my best friend slowly fade and grow distant day by day. i really do miss her. I hope she gets back to her senses soon so i can trust her again.
All this talk about Dan fucking things up is completely untrue. He didnt do anything to get in the way of whatever i wanted to do. Hes not messing with my head and i think i'd know better then you guys, since im the only one who really knows what he says to me anyways. So leave him alone. Hes been through enough anyway.
And you guys arent doing jamal any favors by saying all that stuff cuz it only makes me feel worse about things and what i've done and gives me more reason for not wanting to get back together with him, since im not good enough, whether he thinks so or not.
Thanks to everyone who did make me feel better and did support me about stuff. I love you guys <333