Not so tippy tye.
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i. am. so. screwed. up.
im sorry im not perfect and im sorry i make dumb decisions and im sorry that my feelings come across as "stupid" but i cant change who i am or how i am or what i think. I warned you i was like this. you shouldve never thought so highly of me. now theres nothing either of us can do.
You know...everyones saying how dan lives way too far away and he wont be able to be here for me physically and emotionally and hes the bad choice. Since when did it become about making a choice? Since when does anyone know how dan's been there and will always be there for me no matter how far away. They dont. No one knows how its been for us. So dont say you know the situation because you dont.
I hate hurting you. i hate it more than anything. But its something thats gonna happen anyway, if it wasnt now, then later. So you dont have bad luck. Its just me.
i dont know what im supposed to do anymore. i feel so lost and misunderstood and sorry for myself. But theres still that ray of sunshine thats always there :-)
Miiiiikkkkeee....tippy tie them up. lmao. That was a good one.
Cant wait for april vacation. Really cant. I want spring break right now. Hmph.
I'm sorry again. But im really not worth it. You'll realize it one day.
I'm sorry baby, this is who i am. I cant just go and turn off how i feel.
Comment and make me feel better. If you can.