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and the sun, well it could not save you
it had fallen down too, now the streets are wet
body of water
toxic and timeless
atlantic ocean
new york skyline
I always get lost
when I leave the village
so I couldnt come meet you
in brooklyn last night
but I sing glory from my lowest
and I will say peace to the people I meet
while the world waits for an explosion
that instant of life
that wipes the slate clean
so, yesterday sucked, today's been kind of okay.
I was in plymouth for the morning for guitar, then I went in revolution, the place I wish I worked at.
When we were driving up we saw paul, my guitar teacher, and i remembered when I said to my father one time, "dad, doesn't he look like a musician?" my father replied with, " I thought that was a dyke with a guitar, sure sweety."
The rutter family negitive sense of humour will continue for many generations, so I apoligise for me saying or finding something humourus about your weight situation or anything else and saying something along the lines of " well, supposedly the next ice age is comming along soon, so when the bears run wild they'l mistake you for a cub and you'll outlive the rest of us."
well, I might as well tell you why yesterday sucked. I got to school, felt horrible, went to the nurse and fell asleep and missed all of physics. I know, that doesn't sound so bad right? missing physics, sleeping. I missed an entire class, and that days work, which means i'll have to make up that lab and I wont get the homework at all when I try to do it.
I had shitty classes, but there's nothing I can do about that. Last lunch also.
I stayed after, which wasn't so bad, talked to taylor then got a ride home from jess around 230ish.
I didn't feel like going out that night, so I stayed home hoping to rent some new L words, NONE, I'VE WATCHED THEM ALL.
I was so fucking dissapointed, no queer as folks either.
I was pissed when I went to bed that night too, haha.
blah, so I still like that person alot. Haven't done anything about it though.
I probably wont either, because i'm terrible at making first moves.
ugh oh well.
i'll get back to you