sTILL dON'T kNOW hOW 2 uSE tHIS cRAP

Sep 17, 2005 12:11

i'M in SCHOOL RIGHT NOW TAKING SOME ONLINE CLASS FOR FREAKN' CHEMISTRY b. Yea, it sucks mager ballz but I guess it's better then taking it for an entire semester, right? So I'm basically going carzy about now. Confined without any bars is what I call my depression phase. It doesn't let me proceed on with life no matter what I try......are u lost....I would be. He dumped me like nothing.....that makes me the bitch....his bitch...so he wins....This freakn' sucks. He doesn't deserve to watch me gain 20 pounds, I have to do something--- His old friend from media-tech calls me alot though....I likes me...but I don't really like him...and it's too early anyway...
Why does it hurt?
Can some please tell me?
I can feel the pain you can't see
and it hurts alot.................................

How can someone say they love you for alomost 2 years and take it all away in a second.....and then hang up on you????????????.....

I guess I know the truth....I mean I do.....but I choose to ignore it...because I love him that much. I hate him that much.

ISN'T THAT WEIRD THOUGH.

THE PERSON I LOVE THE ABSOLUTE MOST
IS THE SAME I HATE THE ABSOLUTE MOST.

I still refuse to believe everything was a waste of time.....it couldn't be....HE STILL LOVES ME.....HE HAS 2......*(

2 LAZY 2 SPELL CHECK

what did i do 2 deserve this pain?

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