Feb 25, 2005 10:01
I'm here waiting for Liz to come help me on our project...but she's poking it at her WHATEVER period thing for seniors. The other day while we were taking the TAKS, it hit me....Liz will be graduating soon...MAY 28...and although it may not seem like it-it's just around the corner...She's leaving me! --In in a sence, I'm scared-you know-Not of being lonely-but of having to-I don't know-GROW UP...I want to be something and someone in life, so I have to work really hard my senior year for slacking it this year...I know I had the potential to be so much this year, but I'm a lazy ass....and now it's coming back to kick me right in the kuh-dunk-uh-dunk. Some girl I know in Orchestra got a scholarship to The University of Texas at Austin...and although I was happy for her..it made me slightly sad-It had nothing to do with her- it was just the harsh reality of "LIFE" u know...I want Eric to be SOMEONE/SOMETHING too...for himself. He's smart-and has the potential as well...but I don't think he sees it. He says he might end up dropping out, and possibly get a GED instead. I don't want him too-for many reasons though.
o0o0h Well I guess Liz will be here any minute now so we can start working....PEACE! I'll write more later