heart life/ hard life?--it makes no sense
Hello0o0o0o0o00o0o0o00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0----Well, I had an orchestra concert yesterday.......boy did I jack that up.......Everybody says i did good, but you know how that goes. I guess I was just extremely nervous. I invited Eric (and reminded him a thousand times) and he didn't come. I kept thinking after every piece we would play--"He's gonna walk in any minute now"---but he didn't. I was kinda sad...... Everbody elses boyfriend's were there. I felt stupid for caring so much. I don't know why I did--why I do. I guess I have to live with the fact that he's not all romantic-and doesn't like to be affectionate infront of everyone---ONLY CLOSED DOORS!!!!!!!!! I don't want to think that I'm convenient for him....because I care about him so much---and I know he cares about me too....I KNOW IT......If only people could get to know the real Eric. People would undersatnd why I'm still with him---and why I love him to death.