ouch...
woohoo! i went paintballing with kiki and steve and steve's three canadian friends and chris t. and dan and dan's little brother! and it was fun and painful and i have big bruises everywhere now! lol...it was nice though. we had a good time. and i nailed steve's friend gabe from like 35 meters through a bunch of trees. i was so proud ^^ it was satisfying.
on the down side, i went out to borde rio with justin afterwards, since he was leaving for south africa today and i wasn't going to see him for like 2 months...and about ten minutes into dinner he was like "oh, i meant to like officially invite you to prom!"...aaaand i kind of smilingly mumbled and said that i'd been meaning to tell him that i thought that we should just be friends...and it seemed like he took it really well, we talked all the rest of dinner and things were fine (yummy food too...i love zanzibar), but then afterwards, when we were waiting for the cab he'd called, i think it kind of hit him and he seemed pretty depressed...he'd gotten me this really nice lapis and silver bracelet too, so i felt bad...
and then he called me this morning to say goodbye and still seemed pretty bad...
and then pato's mom died on new year's, i found out...i guess he's doing ok, since he's known that it's been coming for a while, but still, that's horrible and i wish i knew something to do for him. i'll write him a nice note or call him or something.
and then there's the whole tsunami thing. god. how depressing. my mom and i donated some money, but heck, you can't help but feel like you should be doing more for those ppl...
hmmm. i'm depressing myself by writing all this down. i think i'll go eat lunch...maybe go see a movie with my mom...bbye =)
on the down side, i went out to borde rio with justin afterwards, since he was leaving for south africa today and i wasn't going to see him for like 2 months...and about ten minutes into dinner he was like "oh, i meant to like officially invite you to prom!"...aaaand i kind of smilingly mumbled and said that i'd been meaning to tell him that i thought that we should just be friends...and it seemed like he took it really well, we talked all the rest of dinner and things were fine (yummy food too...i love zanzibar), but then afterwards, when we were waiting for the cab he'd called, i think it kind of hit him and he seemed pretty depressed...he'd gotten me this really nice lapis and silver bracelet too, so i felt bad...
and then he called me this morning to say goodbye and still seemed pretty bad...
and then pato's mom died on new year's, i found out...i guess he's doing ok, since he's known that it's been coming for a while, but still, that's horrible and i wish i knew something to do for him. i'll write him a nice note or call him or something.
and then there's the whole tsunami thing. god. how depressing. my mom and i donated some money, but heck, you can't help but feel like you should be doing more for those ppl...
hmmm. i'm depressing myself by writing all this down. i think i'll go eat lunch...maybe go see a movie with my mom...bbye =)