::DIES::
Hello my name is Jessica and sometimes boys make me cry. I am lonely, over worked, and my feelings are a little bit hurt. I sat alone in a pile of leaves today and cried, afterwards I felt as if I need to lay myself down for a nap; I felt like a toddler--I am nearly 21 years old. I don't know why I feel like I should have tantrums still.
It is becoming hard to remember the last time I've had a serious romantic relationship, in fact there has been something highly debatable about all of them (i.e.: my age at the time, duration, and ACTUAL commitment). Let's not beat the dead horse though...long story short I've been blown off in a pretty intense manner.
All I would like is a decent face to face conversation with somebody that I've spent more then a month with, someone I KNOW. That shouldn't really seem like a problem except that I only know one person in the greater Boston area and she in fact has a major problem ever calling me back. In fact we had a similar situation to the one I am experiencing now not to far back.
I hurt.
It is becoming hard to remember the last time I've had a serious romantic relationship, in fact there has been something highly debatable about all of them (i.e.: my age at the time, duration, and ACTUAL commitment). Let's not beat the dead horse though...long story short I've been blown off in a pretty intense manner.
All I would like is a decent face to face conversation with somebody that I've spent more then a month with, someone I KNOW. That shouldn't really seem like a problem except that I only know one person in the greater Boston area and she in fact has a major problem ever calling me back. In fact we had a similar situation to the one I am experiencing now not to far back.
I hurt.