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I wish I could put a finger on what's putting me in this funk.
I've narrowed it down to a few possibilities, and some usual contributing factors:
(1) I hate sitting out front, answering stupid phones calls, having to lie to assholes (for assholes) who are assholes because no one here ever picks up or returns their messages.... I want them to hire someone already, but I'm trying to be a 'team player' and suck it up. I'm stuck with being WSG Dev. receptionist, until further notice... (2) I've been low on funds lately, and thus, lacking the ability to have something to keep my mind off upcoming #3... as well as lacking people to do things with. (3) I miss someone, and the fact that I know they are coming soon, but aren't here yet, is adding anxiety to the picture... Which leads to number (4), I am getting irritable lately and that's a good sign that the time of the month is nearly upon me. Fucking cupcakes and confetti.
I don't know, it's all very confusing. Makes me feel stupid for not being able to shrug it off, but you know... whatever.
I have a sneaking suspicion that #4 is making #1-3 that much worse, so I'm just going to brush it off and be cool and happy when #3 arrives.
Wish I had something mo betteh to say. That's all for now. Bye, bitches.
FYI: Poison the Well's 'Apathy Is A Cold Body' has taken over my brain... officially at the top of the list for the past few days. Check it out.
I've narrowed it down to a few possibilities, and some usual contributing factors:
(1) I hate sitting out front, answering stupid phones calls, having to lie to assholes (for assholes) who are assholes because no one here ever picks up or returns their messages.... I want them to hire someone already, but I'm trying to be a 'team player' and suck it up. I'm stuck with being WSG Dev. receptionist, until further notice... (2) I've been low on funds lately, and thus, lacking the ability to have something to keep my mind off upcoming #3... as well as lacking people to do things with. (3) I miss someone, and the fact that I know they are coming soon, but aren't here yet, is adding anxiety to the picture... Which leads to number (4), I am getting irritable lately and that's a good sign that the time of the month is nearly upon me. Fucking cupcakes and confetti.
I don't know, it's all very confusing. Makes me feel stupid for not being able to shrug it off, but you know... whatever.
I have a sneaking suspicion that #4 is making #1-3 that much worse, so I'm just going to brush it off and be cool and happy when #3 arrives.
Wish I had something mo betteh to say. That's all for now. Bye, bitches.
FYI: Poison the Well's 'Apathy Is A Cold Body' has taken over my brain... officially at the top of the list for the past few days. Check it out.