lovely saturday weather. went for a walk to scribble with some ink.
white males in portland oregon seem to have a problem with me.
i was verbally harassed six times in under an hour from six different white males.
apparently i am a fucking homosexual faggot who wears girls jeans.
what a lovely city. personally i think wearing a spaghetti strap tank tops with tribal tattoos is worse than a thin art kid wearing black.
i am disappointed by the lack of cleverness in the insults i recieve, other than the kid who yelled "blood nigger" at me from a mazda, i havent figured that one out.
bill in the mail, my first student loan payment is due next week. i have $11.87 to my name with no fixed income. things are going to get interesting.
i do not feel i am living my life but merely watching it play out, without any control over it. going to apply to fast food places next week. that's what college gets you, a career in flipping burgers.
what a waste of my time.