rain on my parade
Not that anyone has actually given me a parade. Come to think of it I don't think that I really like parades. They're all hype. Anyhow this last week has gone really well. (maybe to well?) I don't know. I wish it could've lasted. Don't get me wrong. Things are great, but I could've done without this most recent occurrence. The worst part is that once you get down to it, it's really my fault and no one elses. (Although others could've prevented it) Oh well, it's not so much that I mind taking the blame and consequences for my mistake, but others have to share it as well. I hate it when that happens. That is definitley my weak point. (not that it's a bad thing) It drives me nuts, and makes me so angry when I do something that causes trouble for others. (especially if they take it well...weird huh) Sometimes I wish people would just yell at me for being stupid.