John Deer
I've always wondered is it "John Deer" as in a name or is it "John Dear" as in "hey johnny guess what!" I honestly don't know. So I've decided to stop procrastinating. I'm all in. Not that it really comes down to much, but in principle it's huge. Last night I had one of those sleepless nights where God just annoys you until you're forced to listen. Basically I promised that I'd let go of my life and let him have it. (not like he didn't have control before but you understand) I think that I did an ok job, but it wasn't complete. I'm getting the feeling that my problem may have been one big setup. If so it's the perfect way of say'n "hey guess what? you have no real control outside of what I allow, so just relax!) Not an easy thing seeing that I like to be in control.