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AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! so im moving to bridgewater sept 3rd. that only leaves a lil over a month of familiarity. then i go off to a completely dif place that i dont' know : ( im not good with new situations and totally worried that im not gonna fit in. i dont' know if i wanna go anymore. i wish i didnt' have to go to college, at least not yet. ugh. i have 2 roommates that allready know each other. so im the one left out. that's going to suck. and im gonna be away from home, my family and friends who i allready know like me. its so fuckin stressful. i don't even know that im gonna be able to pass the classes. i signed up for friggin honors writing 2 and english isn't even my 1st language! i dont' know grammar for shit! im def gonna have a hard time not flunking from that class. i dont' adjust easily. how am i gonna make friends? i wish i wasnt' so fuckin shy! the summer flew by sooo fast. i didnt' even get to go to greece. when the hell am i gonna be able to do that? oh and for another great thing...we might be moving! to fuckin maine! thats a whole other issue with out of state tuition and shit im gonna have to figure out....i want to be a kid again and not have to worry about anything. be in greece, play with my friends and have fun. im stressed about the future, homesick for the past, and sad in the present. great.