. . .
Grandmas in the hospital again...She was coughing up blood and theres a blood clot in her stomach and she also has an ulcer. This is her third admittance to the hospital in a week. So mom's leaving...early in the morning. her plane takes off at eight. one-way ticket. meaning we dont know when shes coming back. She's planning on two weeks. Meaning thats going to turn into three. way of the world. I've gotta take care of everybody. This sucks. I still hafta tell Joe too....Thats going to be hard. Specially if I have to tell him in person. Anytime I tell someone in person I just start crying. I don't like pity...It makes me feel vunurable. Bj didn't even call which makes me feel loads worse, he promised he would. I don't know what to think really...I wish it was yesterday...It was nice yesterday...Things were still in the right spots of the jig-saw puzzle....