yes, im still alive
wow. its been almost a month since i last updated... im such a slacker! in fact, i am slacking off as we speak - avoiding way overdue bio lab work heh! heres the short version of what happened
i went to london over spring break! it was lovely. we stayed at my aunts flat in chelsea and did all the awesome touristy things. highlights were the london eye, a salvador dali exhibiton, and speakers corner at hyde park. also, shopping with my aunt was fantastic. btw i am appalled at the enormous prices in the uk. she must have spent at least 1000 pounds on me! she actually bought me my prom dress! its this gorgeous pale blue, beaded silk dress from monsoon... i cant wait to wear it! it was pretty expensive - 250 pounds yikes! - but i will wear it until it is ragged because it is so gorgeous! didnt go clubbing or anything, but did have my first - and definitely not last - cosmopolitan at the pub
speaking of prom, i asked a guy, but he isnt sure if he can make it. ill know by the end of the week. fingers crossed he can come! ive already got tickets and a dress, now all i need are shoes a bag hair appointment a tan and to pay the rest of the limo money whenever they ask me for it! so excited! not going to prom weekend, im going to that greek convention in pennsylvania which will be fucking fantastic!
college-wise, theres been so much drama. my dad and one of my uncles have been way overstressing the money issue and i wasnt 100% sure i was going to nyu until yesterday evening. i missed school to go tour nyu with my mum and was mightily impressed. i am even more enamored of it than before - if that is even possible. private bathrooms in each dorm room: what more could a girl ask for? and lets not forget: GREENWITCH VILLAGE IN NYC thank you very much. when we got home we called about financial stuff and it turns out that they unearthed a large amount of $$ for me, so my dad finally congratulated me. my uncle is another matter altogether. he was being really fucked up; he would call me to get the general gist of what i was thinking, then tell my dad i was stupid and dont know what im talking about, then call me to offer his fake ass support and then call my dad again to twist everything; he totally brainwashed my dad against me. i just wrote him a very scathing email about people not supporting me and i very self-satisfiedly rubbed my nyu future in his face. good riddance to him. hes not to be trusted. i refuse to associate with people who say things behind my back. say it to my face or fuck off is my philosophy.
other than that, stuff is pretty normal. still feeling out of place among my friends, but then i never felt like i belonged with them. they seem to have mo much going on and im never that included, and jumping in randomly would make me seem too desperate for friendship. i just dont want to really confront them about it because it will be so small of me and i would just feel too stupid and vulnerable if i told them that i think they dont even see me any more. oh well. dance practice is going great, we actually did like, 4 dances on sunday. the bad thing is that we arent allowed to miss any practices and i have a wedding on one of the practice days so i dunmo how thats going to work out but anyway ill figure it out. i also got my debit card and proceeded to order yarn from england and win yarn on ebay within 2 days of getting the card. yes, i am a yarn addict. but i actually use it. ive made a lot of stuff, mostly bags. im planning on making a summery shawl. well see how that goes. still no dating prospects, although i have made friends with this hot dancer we were checking out at the baltimore competition. my friend teddy who lives there hooked it up. it isnt really a flirtation, i dont know what it is. were friends. we have conversations about dance and greece and festivals and naoleon dynamite and stuff like that. we talk more than i talk to my school friends. i really do feel like they dont want to associate with me. anyway i refuse to wallow in self pity. time for bio labs!
and one last thing: NAPOLEON DYNAMITE IS GOD!
i need to get myself some new bras and jeans. gawd...
i went to london over spring break! it was lovely. we stayed at my aunts flat in chelsea and did all the awesome touristy things. highlights were the london eye, a salvador dali exhibiton, and speakers corner at hyde park. also, shopping with my aunt was fantastic. btw i am appalled at the enormous prices in the uk. she must have spent at least 1000 pounds on me! she actually bought me my prom dress! its this gorgeous pale blue, beaded silk dress from monsoon... i cant wait to wear it! it was pretty expensive - 250 pounds yikes! - but i will wear it until it is ragged because it is so gorgeous! didnt go clubbing or anything, but did have my first - and definitely not last - cosmopolitan at the pub
speaking of prom, i asked a guy, but he isnt sure if he can make it. ill know by the end of the week. fingers crossed he can come! ive already got tickets and a dress, now all i need are shoes a bag hair appointment a tan and to pay the rest of the limo money whenever they ask me for it! so excited! not going to prom weekend, im going to that greek convention in pennsylvania which will be fucking fantastic!
college-wise, theres been so much drama. my dad and one of my uncles have been way overstressing the money issue and i wasnt 100% sure i was going to nyu until yesterday evening. i missed school to go tour nyu with my mum and was mightily impressed. i am even more enamored of it than before - if that is even possible. private bathrooms in each dorm room: what more could a girl ask for? and lets not forget: GREENWITCH VILLAGE IN NYC thank you very much. when we got home we called about financial stuff and it turns out that they unearthed a large amount of $$ for me, so my dad finally congratulated me. my uncle is another matter altogether. he was being really fucked up; he would call me to get the general gist of what i was thinking, then tell my dad i was stupid and dont know what im talking about, then call me to offer his fake ass support and then call my dad again to twist everything; he totally brainwashed my dad against me. i just wrote him a very scathing email about people not supporting me and i very self-satisfiedly rubbed my nyu future in his face. good riddance to him. hes not to be trusted. i refuse to associate with people who say things behind my back. say it to my face or fuck off is my philosophy.
other than that, stuff is pretty normal. still feeling out of place among my friends, but then i never felt like i belonged with them. they seem to have mo much going on and im never that included, and jumping in randomly would make me seem too desperate for friendship. i just dont want to really confront them about it because it will be so small of me and i would just feel too stupid and vulnerable if i told them that i think they dont even see me any more. oh well. dance practice is going great, we actually did like, 4 dances on sunday. the bad thing is that we arent allowed to miss any practices and i have a wedding on one of the practice days so i dunmo how thats going to work out but anyway ill figure it out. i also got my debit card and proceeded to order yarn from england and win yarn on ebay within 2 days of getting the card. yes, i am a yarn addict. but i actually use it. ive made a lot of stuff, mostly bags. im planning on making a summery shawl. well see how that goes. still no dating prospects, although i have made friends with this hot dancer we were checking out at the baltimore competition. my friend teddy who lives there hooked it up. it isnt really a flirtation, i dont know what it is. were friends. we have conversations about dance and greece and festivals and naoleon dynamite and stuff like that. we talk more than i talk to my school friends. i really do feel like they dont want to associate with me. anyway i refuse to wallow in self pity. time for bio labs!
and one last thing: NAPOLEON DYNAMITE IS GOD!
i need to get myself some new bras and jeans. gawd...