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so im grounded, for real... that usually doesn't happen. my family is losing what little trust they have in me. i have 3 strikes. 1) i got kicked out of the magnet 2) the caught me taking the car 3) i dissapeared on them yesterday and lied about where i was at, but then i didnt pick up the phone which is probably the worst part cause they got really mad to the point that they jsut gave up on calling. i wasnt doing drugs i wasn't doing anything bad, so yesterday i wanted to go see my girlfriend but i can't tell my family that. o well, i'm gunna have to wait it out. but the owrst part is i have all these people giving me lectures, T (my sister's bf), Dre (my cousin, Adriana (my aunt), My mom of course, and i haven't seen my sister yet but i know i'll get one from her soon. you know one thing is them being angry at you, another is when they don't trust you, that sucks. and i've learned to let it roll off my back but it's interfearing with me having a fun summer, im gunna miss lucy's party tonight, uhm... oh yeah im not gunna go to brian's fro the bbq, and other stuff which sucks. but yeah at least i won't be stuck at home the whole time, i start working on tuesday 12pm-6pm handing out flyers on the street simple pretty decent pay $7/hour but like someone told me all u have to do is put in the work. and this summer i really really have to save for the car, that whole deal with my sister's boy friend didnt work out i hope this does. you know what i think is funny? if my fams knew about my lj uhm i'd be screwed but hey lol im out lj.