ughh..
ahdfdksaj tonight really blew. honestly it sucked majorly.
so the day started out fine i went to media and just talked with eva the whole time, nothing new then i went to geometry which wasn't too bad - got a 92 on the test we just got back which was exciting. then i got to leave at 11 cause i had to go this cancerous thing removed off my back so i went and got that done which, surprisingly, didn't hurt at all cause he numbed it obviously but yeah. so that took like a half hour. then me and my mom went to a restaurant downtown and i had a BLT and an apple pie type thing which were both stellar. then we wen't to the car wash where i told my mom i got a 92 in geometry but i still may have a high C, low B cause i got 74's on my last 2 tests and quiz. she didn't seem to mad. then i asked her again if i could go to the hockey game wednesday and she said yes =) so i can go to that. then my mom was like cait i don't know if you should go to hockey with your shoulder and stuff and i was like i want to cause i don't want coach to be mad.. cause he gets mad when people make excuses although, i had a good one. but yeah, so me and suzy got there at 645 walked around til 7, went in the locker room, i got fully dressed and tied my skates me they were too loose so suzy had to untie and retie them whcih made us 5 minutes late cause if i tied them tight enough i would have been done my 715 but because i didn't and she had to tie them we were 5 minutes late. and when we went on the ice and attempted to explain to the coach what happend and how i had stitches and stuff he refused to listen and told us if we didn't get off it would ruin everyone else's practice so at that point we were just like whatever. and i went like insane in the locker room cause i fucking hate him. he ruined hockey for me. i hate it now. not only do i hate it, but i want to quit. seriously, i'd love to have a normalnicenonbipolar coach who once in a while says something nice rather than how much we all suck and don't try. but that seems to be his method although, it doesn't get him very far. but if i say anything like that i'll end up in trouble. but i honestly hate him so much like he made me hate hockey. i used to love it, now i just dread going and think of it as something that just demolishes my social life completely. the only reason i want to go is to hang out with suzy and the team cause they're all rad.. well for the most part. but yeah, i don't really care cause i didn't do anything wrong and my parents aren't really mad although me and suzy along with 2 other players are benched this weekend yet still have to go to the games which is fucking gay. if i'm not going to play why would i want to sit there and watch everyone else have a good time? mm.. maybe that's the reason, cause i'll want to play? i don't know i don't know how the little bitch coach mind works. i hope that he changes the way he acts because i have changed a lot, with my attitude and the like, now he has too or i'm honestly, quitting.
but yeah that felt good to vent a little.
but its 11:38 and i'm still doing my essay and have to take a shower. i'm doing awesome. i'd better stop procrastinating and finish this up. later.
so the day started out fine i went to media and just talked with eva the whole time, nothing new then i went to geometry which wasn't too bad - got a 92 on the test we just got back which was exciting. then i got to leave at 11 cause i had to go this cancerous thing removed off my back so i went and got that done which, surprisingly, didn't hurt at all cause he numbed it obviously but yeah. so that took like a half hour. then me and my mom went to a restaurant downtown and i had a BLT and an apple pie type thing which were both stellar. then we wen't to the car wash where i told my mom i got a 92 in geometry but i still may have a high C, low B cause i got 74's on my last 2 tests and quiz. she didn't seem to mad. then i asked her again if i could go to the hockey game wednesday and she said yes =) so i can go to that. then my mom was like cait i don't know if you should go to hockey with your shoulder and stuff and i was like i want to cause i don't want coach to be mad.. cause he gets mad when people make excuses although, i had a good one. but yeah, so me and suzy got there at 645 walked around til 7, went in the locker room, i got fully dressed and tied my skates me they were too loose so suzy had to untie and retie them whcih made us 5 minutes late cause if i tied them tight enough i would have been done my 715 but because i didn't and she had to tie them we were 5 minutes late. and when we went on the ice and attempted to explain to the coach what happend and how i had stitches and stuff he refused to listen and told us if we didn't get off it would ruin everyone else's practice so at that point we were just like whatever. and i went like insane in the locker room cause i fucking hate him. he ruined hockey for me. i hate it now. not only do i hate it, but i want to quit. seriously, i'd love to have a normalnicenonbipolar coach who once in a while says something nice rather than how much we all suck and don't try. but that seems to be his method although, it doesn't get him very far. but if i say anything like that i'll end up in trouble. but i honestly hate him so much like he made me hate hockey. i used to love it, now i just dread going and think of it as something that just demolishes my social life completely. the only reason i want to go is to hang out with suzy and the team cause they're all rad.. well for the most part. but yeah, i don't really care cause i didn't do anything wrong and my parents aren't really mad although me and suzy along with 2 other players are benched this weekend yet still have to go to the games which is fucking gay. if i'm not going to play why would i want to sit there and watch everyone else have a good time? mm.. maybe that's the reason, cause i'll want to play? i don't know i don't know how the little bitch coach mind works. i hope that he changes the way he acts because i have changed a lot, with my attitude and the like, now he has too or i'm honestly, quitting.
but yeah that felt good to vent a little.
but its 11:38 and i'm still doing my essay and have to take a shower. i'm doing awesome. i'd better stop procrastinating and finish this up. later.