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ughh. seriously i hate my fucking life.
its so fucking boring and ruled by adults who i mostly hate.
i hate having to wake up every fucking morning at an uncivil hour, going to fucking school just to learn about things that i most likely NEVER use in my life ever, sit theyre for like 6 hours, come home and i'm expected to do more damn work. its so fucking ridiculous. everything at school is so fucking gay and useless. and they tell me how i'm supposed to act in and out of school, what im supposed to wear and how im supposed to wear it, it limits me from the rest of the world and i hate it so much. and my parents are so fucking un understanding about everything. i went to fucking subway today and now im SUPPOSED to be grounded for getting a fucking sandwich because i drove with GRACEEES UNCLE. OH MY GOD WHAT A HORRIBLE PERSON.
i got myself out of it basically, but still i went to subway and my mom was like LKSFJDSJJ! you went off campus. and of course i flipped out because im a fucking idiot and can't control myself or my anger ever. and my brother like swore at me like 39 times and hit me so i hit him back and cut his face and OH MY GOD HE HAS A CUT ON HIS FACE!!!! so i get in trouble, but christopher fucking doesn't because he's 10 and doesn't know any better than SWEARING AND HITTING ME even though you learn that when your like 2. that's theyre excuse for fucking everything. ugh. i hate my life, and my parents, and most people that i have to see daily, except for a selected few.
i feel like running head first into traffic
its so fucking boring and ruled by adults who i mostly hate.
i hate having to wake up every fucking morning at an uncivil hour, going to fucking school just to learn about things that i most likely NEVER use in my life ever, sit theyre for like 6 hours, come home and i'm expected to do more damn work. its so fucking ridiculous. everything at school is so fucking gay and useless. and they tell me how i'm supposed to act in and out of school, what im supposed to wear and how im supposed to wear it, it limits me from the rest of the world and i hate it so much. and my parents are so fucking un understanding about everything. i went to fucking subway today and now im SUPPOSED to be grounded for getting a fucking sandwich because i drove with GRACEEES UNCLE. OH MY GOD WHAT A HORRIBLE PERSON.
i got myself out of it basically, but still i went to subway and my mom was like LKSFJDSJJ! you went off campus. and of course i flipped out because im a fucking idiot and can't control myself or my anger ever. and my brother like swore at me like 39 times and hit me so i hit him back and cut his face and OH MY GOD HE HAS A CUT ON HIS FACE!!!! so i get in trouble, but christopher fucking doesn't because he's 10 and doesn't know any better than SWEARING AND HITTING ME even though you learn that when your like 2. that's theyre excuse for fucking everything. ugh. i hate my life, and my parents, and most people that i have to see daily, except for a selected few.
i feel like running head first into traffic