cosplay heartbroken
rant, rant, rant.... i am sooooooooo frustrated... -_-''
i doubt anyone will read this guh...
anyway... the cosplay, yes. I have been preparing for it since september. Today was the display (sort of like auditions) for the ones that applied. And guess what? Our Alexiel called me yesterday and said: "I haven't learned the dance, the outfit is not ready.. i'm out"
like WTF!?!?! SERIOUSLY! AAAARRGGHHHH!
Yes, i know that Lucifer is a very hard dance, but now we have only 4 people and i have to re-make the choreography.I have to do something else now (i was doing Taemin's part), Astaroth (originally Onew's part) now has to learn everything, since half the song Onew is just there singing and looking pretty with no dance moves. And somone else has to learn Key's part now. This shit just makes me want to die... TT.TT
If you're going to back out at least a couple of days before would have been nice, but waitin till the very, very, very last minute to realize that you can't do something is extremely shitty... just makes me want to strangle somone... (wow, that right there was Angelica, hihihihi)
also this kinda makes me feel like shit... appearantly i'm not good enough of a leader to guide my bandmates. Just kill me now!
However, we passed the display and we get to perform, even though we have to re-learn some parts of the dance. >.> only 2 more weeks and i also have my exams coming up. *dies*<3
/Katy/