you need to get over it and stay away mate.
nice big proper entry I think, whilst I have a few moments to myself.
Job
Is strange getting used to not having Laura, Mal, Sarah and Megs and Micheal around. They made me happy and then just suddenly left but I have Mikey, Sara [until saturday], Monty and Em. Piggy and Lizzie etc are fun to work with and lovely. Im still loving it. The atmosphere, the people, the energy, it's the best job ever. I love our bouncers too!
Friends
I miss so many people.... Nat, Kel, Emma, Calum and Tom, Matt, Nicola, Del, MC, Heaton, Ben W, Ruth, LAURA! Just everyone. Others I don't. But oh well. I have Liam and charlotte, Ryan.. the select few I love and don't have to try with. We just have fun. Obviously I always Miss Shazbina! Making loads of new friends too. they're lovely, thios job is making it alot easier to network with confidence.
Education
Is postponed for a year. Im living on my own for a year dn then starting next september, Im 18 for fucks sakes I don't have to jump straight into all that.. most people that have, have just come home anyway. I don't want to waste any more time, need to be sure what im doing is right for me.
Life in General
Im very happy with.
Ben
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I can't describe how great everything is. I have mood swings sometimes and that frustrates him but that's the only flaw to us. We're best friends. We can talk about anything. Which is cool because we all know how private Ben likes to keep himself. We have no secrets. Just an absolutely fantastic relationship. We're looking for a place to live together, making future plans and all that and he's finally told me how he's been feeling all this time and whats in his head regarding us as a couple and I'm so gobsmackingly happy about it. We're very much in Love.
There ya go,. Me on a plate. Or rolling around naked on a bed of crackers like someone suggested =S
Job
Is strange getting used to not having Laura, Mal, Sarah and Megs and Micheal around. They made me happy and then just suddenly left but I have Mikey, Sara [until saturday], Monty and Em. Piggy and Lizzie etc are fun to work with and lovely. Im still loving it. The atmosphere, the people, the energy, it's the best job ever. I love our bouncers too!
Friends
I miss so many people.... Nat, Kel, Emma, Calum and Tom, Matt, Nicola, Del, MC, Heaton, Ben W, Ruth, LAURA! Just everyone. Others I don't. But oh well. I have Liam and charlotte, Ryan.. the select few I love and don't have to try with. We just have fun. Obviously I always Miss Shazbina! Making loads of new friends too. they're lovely, thios job is making it alot easier to network with confidence.
Education
Is postponed for a year. Im living on my own for a year dn then starting next september, Im 18 for fucks sakes I don't have to jump straight into all that.. most people that have, have just come home anyway. I don't want to waste any more time, need to be sure what im doing is right for me.
Life in General
Im very happy with.
Ben
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I can't describe how great everything is. I have mood swings sometimes and that frustrates him but that's the only flaw to us. We're best friends. We can talk about anything. Which is cool because we all know how private Ben likes to keep himself. We have no secrets. Just an absolutely fantastic relationship. We're looking for a place to live together, making future plans and all that and he's finally told me how he's been feeling all this time and whats in his head regarding us as a couple and I'm so gobsmackingly happy about it. We're very much in Love.
There ya go,. Me on a plate. Or rolling around naked on a bed of crackers like someone suggested =S