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so the only times i update my livejournal are when i'm at school during finals and completely overwhelmed.
i have 15....wait it just turned midnight. FOURTEEN fucking days. that may sound like a lot, but when you're to scared to even figure out exactly what you have to do, it's definitely not enough time. granted, this is no one's fault but my own, but in the middle of march it just seems inconceivable that the time is coming so soon. you will see my health and sanity rapidly deteriorate over these next two weeks. this is the fourth time im doing this, and afterwards, i will be halfway done with college.
so after all this awfulness, i'm going to smoke about three hundred blunts for a few days, then work like hell at willy bees, and then fly to COSTA RICA on May 16. summer is two weeks away. life will be amazing again. but not until after the agony, the pain, the deterioration.
i have 15....wait it just turned midnight. FOURTEEN fucking days. that may sound like a lot, but when you're to scared to even figure out exactly what you have to do, it's definitely not enough time. granted, this is no one's fault but my own, but in the middle of march it just seems inconceivable that the time is coming so soon. you will see my health and sanity rapidly deteriorate over these next two weeks. this is the fourth time im doing this, and afterwards, i will be halfway done with college.
so after all this awfulness, i'm going to smoke about three hundred blunts for a few days, then work like hell at willy bees, and then fly to COSTA RICA on May 16. summer is two weeks away. life will be amazing again. but not until after the agony, the pain, the deterioration.