Greece's (Private) Journal Entry
The nightmares are back. The same terrifying nightmares from my childhood, where I wake with my heart racing and face wet with tears, yet unable to remember exactly what had occurred. The other night, I fell asleep on the couch long after Sadiq had gone to bed. Not two hours had passed before the nightmares claimed me. I yearn to once again sleep wherever I choose; even my mid-day naps need to be cut short for fear of slipping into a dream.
I suppose now that mother is living at my house, I needn't stay at Sadiq's. My stay has already stretched to the point where people have started to notice and question. However, I fear mother might have an adverse reaction if I request to sleep in the same bed as she. Or perhaps it is I who would have the adverse reaction. I'm still unable to rid from my mind that man who claimed to be mother. Claimed that I slept with her on the night of the prom. Interestingly, that was when the nightmares started again, when I woke to find myself in Sadiq's house with no memory of the previous night. And it has only gotten worse since meeting that man.
Eurovision and FIFA had served to be adequate distractions, but now I need to find something else to occupy my mind until the nightmares cease and I may return to my normal life.
I suppose now that mother is living at my house, I needn't stay at Sadiq's. My stay has already stretched to the point where people have started to notice and question. However, I fear mother might have an adverse reaction if I request to sleep in the same bed as she. Or perhaps it is I who would have the adverse reaction. I'm still unable to rid from my mind that man who claimed to be mother. Claimed that I slept with her on the night of the prom. Interestingly, that was when the nightmares started again, when I woke to find myself in Sadiq's house with no memory of the previous night. And it has only gotten worse since meeting that man.
Eurovision and FIFA had served to be adequate distractions, but now I need to find something else to occupy my mind until the nightmares cease and I may return to my normal life.