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Oh God...
I don't think I can be a youth leader, or a counselor. Did I TOTALLY miss YOUR voice? This is too much. My defining moment. I now realize I am an adult. It's too hard. I'm not what you want. This is different then Moses, YOU could use him, I feel useless now. Why did YOU put me here? Didn't YOU know I would break? Fall? Become so paralized, I couldn't move? All I could do was cry uncontrollably. I need to come back from this. My girls need me. They NEED ME..me...I need wisdom. I need strength. I need YOU. I'm exhausted, tired. I cryed all the tears I had in me. There isn't any more to cry. I feel almost unable to feel.
My defining moment.
Will I make it or break?
-Joshua 1:6. I'm holding onto that verse YOU gave me, I know YOU gave it to me. YOU spoke so clearly about my plan with them. I WILL bounce back. I WILL make it; I have to if not for me, for my girls.
I don't think I can be a youth leader, or a counselor. Did I TOTALLY miss YOUR voice? This is too much. My defining moment. I now realize I am an adult. It's too hard. I'm not what you want. This is different then Moses, YOU could use him, I feel useless now. Why did YOU put me here? Didn't YOU know I would break? Fall? Become so paralized, I couldn't move? All I could do was cry uncontrollably. I need to come back from this. My girls need me. They NEED ME..me...I need wisdom. I need strength. I need YOU. I'm exhausted, tired. I cryed all the tears I had in me. There isn't any more to cry. I feel almost unable to feel.
My defining moment.
Will I make it or break?
-Joshua 1:6. I'm holding onto that verse YOU gave me, I know YOU gave it to me. YOU spoke so clearly about my plan with them. I WILL bounce back. I WILL make it; I have to if not for me, for my girls.