Vent

[greatwhitelibra]

..... ugh god i feel like i just wanna flip out and break stuff, but just dont have the motivation to even do that right now. Im sitting here, slucnhed in a chair, emotions running through me and not enough energy nor care to act on any of them... For now, i just fucking give up... on everything. No job, no money, no SO, no motivation, no future. I just got the here and now, in this chair, in my muggy room. Fuck all.

Ill most likely wake up tomarrow feeling better, but for now, for tonight, the world could implode and i wouldnt miss it.