Sep 04, 2005 14:31
I seem to be a fucking magnet for drama. I don't know why at all though. I used to be the kid that everyone knew who he was but I stayed out of "the public eye" so to speak. I was in the background and I didn't like it at the time. For those of you w, Iho know me, I like to be the attention, but not in a narcissic way. I'm not egotistical. Now that I'm not in the background as much, people start to talk behind my back a lot more.
First there was Rachel. Granted I did like rachel for a very brief amount of time, I didnt want anything to come of it. I just thought she was cool and that no one could see what I saw in her, a genuinely nice person who felt like she had to apease everyone. I wanted to help her until people started to talk shit. I loved Jessica more than anything and I still do. I just cant be with her....thats a whole nother story...I can't believe that the people that called me their friend would talk shit about me. I was pissed. Thanks to everyone that messed that friendshp up.
Then there was another mistake I did. I had an experience that I really am not that proud of at all. She told me not to tell but I told Jessica about it cause she asked. She then proceeded to tell 2 people. Her friend Katie would NEVER EVER tell anyone because she knew it was embarrasing to Jess...and John told people. Within 2 hours all of Roosevelt knew and Bekah called me crying saying that she never wanted to talk to me again. Thnx for fucking that up too people.
Thenthere is the whole Stephanie thing...We are friends, get over it.
Whew I feel better now...
Peace out bitches...I'm spent