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As much as I'm running away from hurt, I have so many things to fall back on. Last night was a perfect ending to the year. Not such a rush as last year, but I felt just as happy. I can't tell the way I am feeling. There are too many mixed emotions and as the days pass I keep becoming more hurt and feel the need to escape. I need to surround myself with other people otherwise I am just going to crash. I hate thinking about this.
I can't do this
I can't do this