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how far do you think i would get if i just left.
as in filled up my hippie backpack with powerbars and a nalgene, maybe even a change of clothes, grabbed the four dollars sitting on my bed and just walked out the door, took the ten minutes to get up to the interstate and just stuck my fucking thumb out. how long until my parents would have to come get me somewhere? how long until they'd stop paying my phone bill? how long until they notice i actually stopped mumbling/muttering about it and actually just walked out the door, took the ten minutes to get up to the interstate and stuck my fucking thumb out. and what if they don't.
on scales of 1 to envious, where would my friends fall. where, and why and will you come with me every step i take inside my house is a step closer to one of the three doors and after any of those each step is closer to an interstate, somewhere, and every interstate is an answer to the question i keep asking, resoundingly, over and over again, which is:
if not now when.
as in filled up my hippie backpack with powerbars and a nalgene, maybe even a change of clothes, grabbed the four dollars sitting on my bed and just walked out the door, took the ten minutes to get up to the interstate and just stuck my fucking thumb out. how long until my parents would have to come get me somewhere? how long until they'd stop paying my phone bill? how long until they notice i actually stopped mumbling/muttering about it and actually just walked out the door, took the ten minutes to get up to the interstate and stuck my fucking thumb out. and what if they don't.
on scales of 1 to envious, where would my friends fall. where, and why and will you come with me every step i take inside my house is a step closer to one of the three doors and after any of those each step is closer to an interstate, somewhere, and every interstate is an answer to the question i keep asking, resoundingly, over and over again, which is:
if not now when.