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greatlightother

-108- [Voice]

Aug 26, 2011 06:27

After being here for so long, this place actually does start to seem small. I thought that it would never happen, honestly. We have so much here. And there are so many possibilities. So many people to meet or talk to- so many different cultures to talk about ( Read more... )

all kinds of headaches, george, guilt tripping herself, una, petronilla is a crazy lady, playing the warden

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Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 18:38:40 UTC

Love.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 18:55:28 UTC

That's good. That's...one of the best things to learn and experience here.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 19:10:11 UTC

For things to do around here, though? I run every morning and go to the gym a few times a week. Exercise helps. I hang around on deck sometimes, read, play pool.

..It's fuckin' terrible. There's never a new restaurant to try or being worried about getting mugged. There's no place to make your own here, someplace you can show other people that they don't know about or that they haven't seen. All we've got is our own rooms and-- .... Fuck, I'm sorry. You didn't want the negative, I know. I'm sorry.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 20:40:32 UTC

It's alright. Sometimes it helps to get the negative off. It might not seem like it, but it helps.

But...love. I'm glad that's still here. The Light in the Darkness.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 20:44:21 UTC

I'm not sure I really buy into that psychiatry bull-- stuff.

Yeah, love. Short-lived, but it's here.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 20:49:11 UTC

Bullshit? [A laugh.] I have to. It makes me feel better.

Very short.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 20:53:50 UTC

[A light chuckle.] Yeah, bullshit... I'll remember that with you. I could use someone to talk to sometimes.

You know, I feel like after you've been here awhile, it seems like you go through all the experiences, and then you're just watching everyone else and hoping they can find it for themselves. You get comfortable, almost, even if you don't want to stay. You ever feel like that?

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 20:58:41 UTC

Not anymore. I was comfortable here once.

But now I just want to leave. I want to help Petronilla and then I'm done. I thought I would stay here, graduate another inmate or two and then think about it. But Petronilla is my fourth inmate and November marks my second year here.

That's enough for me.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 21:03:13 UTC

It could be worse. At least you're not an inmate. [A small, self-deprecating laugh.] Have you graduated an inmate already?

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 21:08:37 UTC

Yeah.

And no, I haven't. Damon was so close but...apparently the Admiral had other plans.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 21:53:08 UTC

Fuck. I forgot you wardened Damon. How have we never talked before?

..He respected you too, if you didn't know.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 22:19:48 UTC

I have no idea!

I hope so. I was with him for a long time. I was the closest to him. Well, compared to the other inmates I had.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 22:47:02 UTC

How many inmates have you had? If you don't mind me asking.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 22:49:11 UTC

Ruby, Damon, Talbot and Petronilla make four.

Private- lost_undercover August 26 2011, 22:56:30 UTC

I've had five wardens. Max, Aziraphale, Banner, Nygma, Grayson.

I know it's not you. I trusted Damon and the things he said.. it wasn't you. This place just doesn't like people being happy.

Private- greatlightother August 26 2011, 23:10:28 UTC

No, it really doesn't. But that's why we have to...prevail, I guess. [A pause.]

God, listen to me. I sound so stupid. I want to be like I was. But...I can't.

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