Nov 01, 2004 16:20
hey theree.
well. of course im just hanging out here at kcie's. im not up to much tonight or tomorrow so let me know if you want to do something! well..this weekend was long but really nice. i love this weather. it makes me happy like somer, and summer. the beach,surfing,sex wax. and maybe you! etc, etc.
i wish my hair was long and my makeup wasnt gay to me at the end of the day. i guess i will just deal with these dissapointments..speaking of dissapointments. that reminds me of guys. well, certain guys at least. eh.
i love music. there are just sooo many simply wonderful songs!!!
theres nothing i can do about it. there should be something i could do to change it. to change everything. maybe start over? maybe. just to live one day of that. i try. im really trying. jealousy over stupid, petty things. but it means so much to me. i feel like im missing out. and i feel like im all alone. the only one here. i think i am. i must be. no one is there. why not?
wait for me?
<3
call me if you would like to hang out or just to talk, please. 4221463