Jun 24, 2005 21:13
so my mom tells me my dad says he wants to leave like july2nd which means next saturday. who knows if well leave the next day or whatever but its most likely next weekend. its so wierd once you finally have a date set and stuff.. getting my luggage out again..packing up what i can take now and what i need to go in boxes..and then once i get to cali me and mike will be looking for another place for us so its move move move. but as long as i get to move there and do what i want to do i dont care if i have to live out of my luggage for the next 10 yrs. im excited. but also freaked out. im moving again. saying goodbye to my loved ones again. thats so hard. i know everything happens for a reason and that they will still there when i get back. its a little different from a 2 hr plane ride to a 5 or 6 hr plane ride ( or a 5 day roadtrip in my case). but im hoping its the right move. it certainly feels more right then anything else now.
living with mike is a whole other adventure in itself. it should prove for some very interesting lj posts if nothing else.
trying to get all my appts over with and everything that i need in place b4 i leave. its gonna be some work trying to find all new doctors and dentists and all that out there. so much to think about.
i dont think i posted about me and matt going out to cashmere ( a gay club for those who dont know) on wed. night. def. an experience.
talked to monica at the wedding. i dont remember if i posted about this either but she was telling me about certain celebs and all this. pretty interesting. just reasurres me of the fact that they are just people that are living a not so normal lifestyle. makes me feel a little more at ease.
still kinda sad about not getting to see doc.
debating whether to bring my tap shoes or not. there fun but i decided against it lol. one less thing to pack. i already have a little suitcase full of just shoes. hah. hmm. weird.
i wish my hot tub was hot. kinda in the mood for a lil chillaxin.
hollaback.
me
SAMANTHA: "Oh vagina, shmagina."
CARRIE: " Oh is that what the lesbians are callin it nowadays?"