But we're not wasting our lives
So last night at this time I pretty much wanted to die. For some reason I was in a terrible mood... I wasn't like mad just not at all in a good mood. I felt so completely worthless in life. I just slept it off, but its so ridiculous how it came up so randomly, I was having a perfectly wonderful Friday. Maybe I somehow developed Seasonal Affectedness Disorder and it was the rain that did me in, though I doubt it because i love the rain. Anyway, after 11 horus of sleeping, it finally went away, and thats a good thing.
I had GRE class again which didn't quite reaffirm my competance in life, but it wasn't as bad as last time, I actually got about 80% right on math, as opposed to last time when i got 15% right... Some of the vocab was tricky though so who knows whats going to happen to me when I actually take the test... its a big huge mystery. I mean I guess if i studied a lot, it wouldn't be a mystery... but whats the fun with that.... just kidding.
I got really fed up with having my pictures and posters on my dresser for so long without hanging them up so i just took some tacks and hun them where i was standing as high up as I could go, and it looks so ridiuclous, but it makes me laugh everytime i walk into my room because my walls are bare except for an extremely concentrated area that has 12 posters/pictures and a calander. Its so funny. I should completely be an interior decorater. (decorator?)
I have to try and be more social this year i think. Well i don't actually know if i do need to do that. I feel like Fridays and Saturdays I spend far too much time in my room but that could be beause on the weekdays I leave at 8:15 and come back at like 2am. So any time that I'm awake here seems like a long time. But I do need to do something outside of here, but then again i do have a lot of homework that is sitting undone as well. What a dilemma...
Oh, good news, I am not the stupidest one in my German class this year! I'm not saying that everyone else is dumber than I, I just mean that I'm finally on par with several people, as opposed to being the one who just stares at the professor thinking "i have absolutely no clue what you are talking about," which is what I usually do. I actually feel somewhat competant. This will probably all change once I hand in my first writing assignment. Oh well, at least I can pretend I understand for a little while.
Hmm what else is going on... I don't actually know... Maybe nothing and that means I should stop writing and start working. Yuck. Well, actually, I get to read about Thomas Aquinas which is my new favorite pasttime. He is so great, I'm obsessed with him. Consequently, I am also obsessed with the professor who de-codes him for me. So its a good time all around. Time to start that I guess.
I had GRE class again which didn't quite reaffirm my competance in life, but it wasn't as bad as last time, I actually got about 80% right on math, as opposed to last time when i got 15% right... Some of the vocab was tricky though so who knows whats going to happen to me when I actually take the test... its a big huge mystery. I mean I guess if i studied a lot, it wouldn't be a mystery... but whats the fun with that.... just kidding.
I got really fed up with having my pictures and posters on my dresser for so long without hanging them up so i just took some tacks and hun them where i was standing as high up as I could go, and it looks so ridiuclous, but it makes me laugh everytime i walk into my room because my walls are bare except for an extremely concentrated area that has 12 posters/pictures and a calander. Its so funny. I should completely be an interior decorater. (decorator?)
I have to try and be more social this year i think. Well i don't actually know if i do need to do that. I feel like Fridays and Saturdays I spend far too much time in my room but that could be beause on the weekdays I leave at 8:15 and come back at like 2am. So any time that I'm awake here seems like a long time. But I do need to do something outside of here, but then again i do have a lot of homework that is sitting undone as well. What a dilemma...
Oh, good news, I am not the stupidest one in my German class this year! I'm not saying that everyone else is dumber than I, I just mean that I'm finally on par with several people, as opposed to being the one who just stares at the professor thinking "i have absolutely no clue what you are talking about," which is what I usually do. I actually feel somewhat competant. This will probably all change once I hand in my first writing assignment. Oh well, at least I can pretend I understand for a little while.
Hmm what else is going on... I don't actually know... Maybe nothing and that means I should stop writing and start working. Yuck. Well, actually, I get to read about Thomas Aquinas which is my new favorite pasttime. He is so great, I'm obsessed with him. Consequently, I am also obsessed with the professor who de-codes him for me. So its a good time all around. Time to start that I guess.