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Back at school = great!! I've been having campus ministry meetings for all of life since I got back, but luckily CM is chock full of AMAZING people so its been wonderful to see them all. Of course there are wonderful people who are not in CM but I will get to see them soon enough. We've done lots of talks and ice breakers and lunches and dinners and breakfasts (but not in that order) andddd we went to a Paw Sox game... so its been nice. But tonight we have a fancy dinner...in the chapel basement... and while i appreciate that CM has proviced us with all of our meals, i don't particularly want to wear a skirt to eat lasagna in a basement... i dunno. Not to be bitter, Its just cold down there and i'm not good at keeping my food from straying off the path from my plate to my mouth.. it likes to detour onto my clothes. oh well.
I was looking at Sarah Beatty's pictures in her room today and i saw one and my first reaction to one of them was "who is that fat girl in front of Sarah!?" Good news, it was me! That kind of is good since at least I know it wasn't someone else that i was thinking of because that would be terrible, but I just hate my body more than pretty much anything in the universe and Im just an idiot. But the last thing I want to do right now is wear a skirt... i feel like everyone is just going to be thinking that im a weeble or something, not that I think everyone is ging to be like staring at me but I know im not going to be invisible.. although I wish I were. Ughhh.
Marissa and Jackie move in tomorrow, which is WAY exciting because they're great people and we have great fun when we hang out, which unfortunately was pretty much never last semester but hopefully we will hang out more this year.
Time to to get ready for our dinner which I just don't want to do at allll sorry this is so negative, its just my stupid brain.
Oh, im also very excited for every other person who is moving in within the next few days, and i hope the hurricane holds off so parents and students don't get wet and don't get aggrivated about wet belongings. The End.
I was looking at Sarah Beatty's pictures in her room today and i saw one and my first reaction to one of them was "who is that fat girl in front of Sarah!?" Good news, it was me! That kind of is good since at least I know it wasn't someone else that i was thinking of because that would be terrible, but I just hate my body more than pretty much anything in the universe and Im just an idiot. But the last thing I want to do right now is wear a skirt... i feel like everyone is just going to be thinking that im a weeble or something, not that I think everyone is ging to be like staring at me but I know im not going to be invisible.. although I wish I were. Ughhh.
Marissa and Jackie move in tomorrow, which is WAY exciting because they're great people and we have great fun when we hang out, which unfortunately was pretty much never last semester but hopefully we will hang out more this year.
Time to to get ready for our dinner which I just don't want to do at allll sorry this is so negative, its just my stupid brain.
Oh, im also very excited for every other person who is moving in within the next few days, and i hope the hurricane holds off so parents and students don't get wet and don't get aggrivated about wet belongings. The End.