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Mar 25, 2008 22:22

What does it mean when you don't like being at home or at college?

I think I dislike my life now more than have at almost any other time. And I can't imagine it ever getting better.

I envy my friends' lives. Even when they're complaining about them. I'd kill to trade my problems with theirs. The problems they have often seem like good problems. They mainly lament the loss of good things. Which means they had something good to begin with. And that's more than I can say.

Having girl problems implies having had a girl. Or having been close to having a girl and making a mistake or not making a move. I have (lack of) girl problems.

I want most what I have been led to believe I can't have.

(Is it so wrong of me to want to be loved?)

I don't like that everything I write is like this. I don't like writing it anymore than you like reading this, if anyone even reads it that is.
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