Mar 16, 2004 13:31
Waking up forgetting your out of town and your neck can't move and your body is numb and you havent heard the person's voice you wantted to hear in almost 24 hours literally-- sucks!! I am in so much pain. Honestly, i can't believe this pain, its like the worst pain in the world. I <3 snowboarding just thank-god for giving my body a rest.
I love being out on break from things//people// and other things. So i wasnt able to get my hair done but i will when i get home!! I know now when i get home i need to go work out and get in shape. There's alot going on when i get home.. :D! I mean theres some-things i want to do.
You know whats funny, now when i look back i read peoples shit that are back in gilbert and there just sitting no there ass. THANK-GOD i am not home but the only reason why i want to come home is to see someone. :D Hehe..
Shawn has been slipping my mind alot.. it's wierd but then the simplest things make me think of him.. :-(.. I know there's nothing left and it's all good for me right now. I knew that this spring break was going to be a learning experience becasue if he loved me and needed me like he said he did//does.. he would have SOMEWAY got ahold of me.. oh well makes me leave more easily!
I know your all saying you wont get over him bla bla bla, but you all can eat shit and die.. thanks :D.
Well, im going to go to the highschool with sarah, we really want to come here next semester in the fall and then go snowboarding while in school becasue her family lives up here and we can live up here. god, that should be great-- It could be a possibility. :-\ who kno's!!!!!!
it's weird there are so many guys here, and there pretty cute to, but i just dont seem to pay attention.. i dont want to, and i dont know why.. ;-\! WHATS WRONG WITH ME DAMNIT!
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