Aug 11, 2004 23:29
man oh man. how strange my life has been. and how much stranger it continues to grow.
i met my roomie today. she is approximately 3 feet of awesomeness. i don't have a care in the world about her. i think we'll get along cool enough to not kill each other, which will be to the benefit of both of us. and she has a fridge! score! i also found out today that i have about 400 extra from paying for college. granted, i will have to start paying back loans in march, so really i have no extra money. but, hey, a girl can dream.
and now to the part of each post where i talk about my ongoing struggle with boys. lately i have realized that i am beautiful. not my face or body persay...but my heart. i have God spilling out of my heart's seams, and dagnabbit, that's just plain lovely. if a guy can't see that or want that...who needs em, eh? not me, that's for dang sure. i love so much all the guy friends i've made recently that i would never give any of them up for a "guy to like me." i am perfectly happy with the wonderful men in my life...without them wanting to marry me.
heck. i may pop in some emmylou harris even. who knows on a night like tonight?