Ramble mc Ramble
I need stop worrying about my past and look straight ahead. I've screwed up my past, and i think that is holding me back in a lot of the things that I want to do right now. All of my insecurities that were built up over high school, everything that happened at Salem state, and now im in Boston, where hardly anyone knows me. I feel like people take a look at a person and they can read into everything they have done. But that's completely absurd. I need to realize that I can finally be myself. Im in the here and now, I need to make the best of it, not worry about some dumb quarrel I got into in the 1st grade.
One a side note, I finally got my apartment room the way I envisioned it, and it is quite nice. Plenty of floor and desk space. And I have speakers in a perfect position to Listen to music in stereo the way the engineer who recorded the track intended it to be played. Its very nice experience, If you can ever have that kind of simple setup, with nice speakers set up o' so perfectly. Now I need to work on the room, the fact that it makes everything sound like crap, I need a carpet for one.
NEiA is great, I am so glad i made the move from Salem. I Didn't see myself with a future there. I would get a BFA degree and the school would do nothing to help me get a job. At least with NEiA if i keep my grades up i have a great chance of getting a good job right off the bat after I graduate.
I think that is enough of my random livejournal ramble on for tonight. Tomorrow is going to be a good day, good class in the morning, free food, hang out with cool friends, then off to see Minus the Bear. Party On.
One a side note, I finally got my apartment room the way I envisioned it, and it is quite nice. Plenty of floor and desk space. And I have speakers in a perfect position to Listen to music in stereo the way the engineer who recorded the track intended it to be played. Its very nice experience, If you can ever have that kind of simple setup, with nice speakers set up o' so perfectly. Now I need to work on the room, the fact that it makes everything sound like crap, I need a carpet for one.
NEiA is great, I am so glad i made the move from Salem. I Didn't see myself with a future there. I would get a BFA degree and the school would do nothing to help me get a job. At least with NEiA if i keep my grades up i have a great chance of getting a good job right off the bat after I graduate.
I think that is enough of my random livejournal ramble on for tonight. Tomorrow is going to be a good day, good class in the morning, free food, hang out with cool friends, then off to see Minus the Bear. Party On.