allie was put to sleep today. i miss her so much already. she was not doing good at all last night and this morning and it was heartbreaking. i dont know what to do. i want to just see her in my room and meow obnoxiously loud when i come home. i loved her so much. i'm happy that she is not suffering anymore though and she was for a while. i cant help but cry everytime i think of it. she was like my little sister or something. i've had her ever since i was a little baby. but i guess it was her time. i feel like shit. i love her so much. they are creamating her and burying her outside my window. :( i miss her badly. sister is getting me a kitten but not until i recover, and it will be in no way replacing my little baby. she'll always be my favorite allie.
rest in peace my baby<33333
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