Well
Last night/today has been a friggin roller coaster.
My heart feels absolutely shattered.
And I think the worst part is simply that I feel so utterly lied to... and she's so blind to it. So unwilling to see what a massive hypocrite and liar she's become.
She told me she needed time to figure out who she was, alone, before she could figure out who she was with somebody else.
So she starts entering into a relationship.
She tells me I'm not Godly enough or mature enough. And she starts aiming for a boy who is neither.
She tells me it's horrible when Thomas wants to date his ex's best friend.
And she does it to me.
Am I the only one that sees that she is completely two faced?
At the very least, he has the respect to care that I'm human. Him, I'll still be friends with when this is over.
But I don't know if I can respect her enough to emerge from this and still be her friend.
:/
My day sucked.
My heart feels absolutely shattered.
And I think the worst part is simply that I feel so utterly lied to... and she's so blind to it. So unwilling to see what a massive hypocrite and liar she's become.
She told me she needed time to figure out who she was, alone, before she could figure out who she was with somebody else.
So she starts entering into a relationship.
She tells me I'm not Godly enough or mature enough. And she starts aiming for a boy who is neither.
She tells me it's horrible when Thomas wants to date his ex's best friend.
And she does it to me.
Am I the only one that sees that she is completely two faced?
At the very least, he has the respect to care that I'm human. Him, I'll still be friends with when this is over.
But I don't know if I can respect her enough to emerge from this and still be her friend.
:/
My day sucked.