he loves you... who loves you more?
Today's the family barbeque in Bel-Air.
God, I love how summer's so LAID BACK.
I wonder if next year is going to be exactly like this.
I still don't know where I'm going or what's gonna happen, but somehow, it doesn't seem like such a big problem anymore.
Shit, I wanna get out of this country.
I wanna go back to San Jose.
Sometimes I wish I could just live there.
But then...I don't really like that country. There are so many crazy people there - my opinion. Hehe.
It's just...the weather, I guess?
I don't know.
There's always been something just so appealing about the thought of living there. Being away from everything here, I guess.
I think what we all need is a very good, very long break. You know?
Away from life here... all the normal things, things you have to accept and shit like that. Things you have to face.
I guess right now my break would just be to get my mind back on track.
To relax, although here I already am relaxed.
I thought camp would help... it did. But the price to pay... hahaha.
I don't know, I just don't.
I have to make masks for art class next Tuesday.
We have ten students so far.
I love kids like that.
They're sweet. :)
Now, I shall lounge around til 4.30.
Maybe I'll watch a movie!
God, I love how summer's so LAID BACK.
I wonder if next year is going to be exactly like this.
I still don't know where I'm going or what's gonna happen, but somehow, it doesn't seem like such a big problem anymore.
Shit, I wanna get out of this country.
I wanna go back to San Jose.
Sometimes I wish I could just live there.
But then...I don't really like that country. There are so many crazy people there - my opinion. Hehe.
It's just...the weather, I guess?
I don't know.
There's always been something just so appealing about the thought of living there. Being away from everything here, I guess.
I think what we all need is a very good, very long break. You know?
Away from life here... all the normal things, things you have to accept and shit like that. Things you have to face.
I guess right now my break would just be to get my mind back on track.
To relax, although here I already am relaxed.
I thought camp would help... it did. But the price to pay... hahaha.
I don't know, I just don't.
I have to make masks for art class next Tuesday.
We have ten students so far.
I love kids like that.
They're sweet. :)
Now, I shall lounge around til 4.30.
Maybe I'll watch a movie!