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Lord (I Don't Know)
Newsboys
You are the author of knowledge
You can redeem what's been done
You hold the present and all that's to come
Until your everlasting kingdom
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
You are the God of tomorrow
Turning the darkness to dawn
Lifting the hopeless with hope to go on
You are the rock of all salvation
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
Oh, Lord, you are the author
Redeeming what's been done
You hold us in the present
And all that is to come
Lord, we don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead us to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
I've felt like I was going crazy recently. I wanted to do something, for God, with God, but I didn't know what. I was afraid I'd missed it, that I'd wasted so many opportunities sitting around in fear, that life had just passed me by, and that I would die and give God an accounting of my life and have nothing to show for it. I went into the empty worship room in the MPB at church, where my RBF meets. I went into a corner and started crying, because I didn't know what to do. Jeff came in and saw me, so he came over and talked to me. I told him what was going on inside my head. He told me that it was okay, that I shouldn't let Satan beat me down the way he wants to. He said it was good that I'd been burdened to impact the world for Christ, but I had to wait on Him. If I actively sought after Him first, He would use me. I just had to wait.
I'm thankful for Jeff. I'm thankful for Brook Hills. One of the few things I'll miss next year.
Newsboys
You are the author of knowledge
You can redeem what's been done
You hold the present and all that's to come
Until your everlasting kingdom
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
You are the God of tomorrow
Turning the darkness to dawn
Lifting the hopeless with hope to go on
You are the rock of all salvation
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
Oh, Lord, you are the author
Redeeming what's been done
You hold us in the present
And all that is to come
Lord, we don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead us to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
I've felt like I was going crazy recently. I wanted to do something, for God, with God, but I didn't know what. I was afraid I'd missed it, that I'd wasted so many opportunities sitting around in fear, that life had just passed me by, and that I would die and give God an accounting of my life and have nothing to show for it. I went into the empty worship room in the MPB at church, where my RBF meets. I went into a corner and started crying, because I didn't know what to do. Jeff came in and saw me, so he came over and talked to me. I told him what was going on inside my head. He told me that it was okay, that I shouldn't let Satan beat me down the way he wants to. He said it was good that I'd been burdened to impact the world for Christ, but I had to wait on Him. If I actively sought after Him first, He would use me. I just had to wait.
I'm thankful for Jeff. I'm thankful for Brook Hills. One of the few things I'll miss next year.