oops that took awhile but finally..
"so fuck everybody and this circle because i want out of it. i want everybody to know that i have gone absolutely CRAZY from seeing what they can't see.. and i want them to forget who they thought i was. i want you all to know that i'm just 'that crazy girl' from now on.. because i don't even have the desire to be part of your crowd. i don't have the energy. i can't hold up the image. i'll go crazy. i am going crazy. someday.. some of you will see. for the others, ignorance must be bliss."