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it's been a lot time since i've written in this-
a good long time..
i do'nt even want to look- to read the last thing i wrote
tonight at work was really good-
I walked in there feeling so tired, so ready to sleep through the next 7 hours- i probably looked dead-
i might have failed a physics test, and was carrying the weight and worry on my shoulders
my first customer, a man i said hi to like all the rest, looked at me and started talking, telling me about helping a bilnd lady walk around, telling me that our lives' problems seem so big and we can't get around them, but to just open up, and let other people in. We talked for a long time, and it made me feel a little lighter.
Tonight I laughed a lot, enjoyed my work, and looked so many people in the eyes.
And made FATTTTTTTT.
ha.
but seriously-
i did.
It's so good to come home to awesome dogs and a fucking wonderful boyfriend-
YOU.
tomorrow i'm going to watch Ali in pain, again. Seems to keep her happy though. A cool constant of change and new things, makes me want to join thr bandwagon...so to speak.
Such another fucking great thing in my life.
so goodnight, good rest, and until tomorrow-
or...not.
a good long time..
i do'nt even want to look- to read the last thing i wrote
tonight at work was really good-
I walked in there feeling so tired, so ready to sleep through the next 7 hours- i probably looked dead-
i might have failed a physics test, and was carrying the weight and worry on my shoulders
my first customer, a man i said hi to like all the rest, looked at me and started talking, telling me about helping a bilnd lady walk around, telling me that our lives' problems seem so big and we can't get around them, but to just open up, and let other people in. We talked for a long time, and it made me feel a little lighter.
Tonight I laughed a lot, enjoyed my work, and looked so many people in the eyes.
And made FATTTTTTTT.
ha.
but seriously-
i did.
It's so good to come home to awesome dogs and a fucking wonderful boyfriend-
YOU.
tomorrow i'm going to watch Ali in pain, again. Seems to keep her happy though. A cool constant of change and new things, makes me want to join thr bandwagon...so to speak.
Such another fucking great thing in my life.
so goodnight, good rest, and until tomorrow-
or...not.