and.im.sorry.that. i.let.you.down

[grayhopes]

does it make me a bad person? am i a disappointment to him?

i always took this relationship for granted, that all would be forgiven but i'm starting to see that things can't be like that. no ones perfect except for him and how could i ever look up to anyone else?

is it just a teenage thing? can i even use that as an excuse. i dont know, im really confused.